Complete Insanity

April 27, 2008 at 12:51 pm Leave a comment

It is 5AM, and I’m crazy with insomnia.

The last month and a half has been tumultuous, involving one road trip (complete with mosh pit, backwards vans and a mysterious house full of tubes), three movie shoots, incredible technical problems, a marathon one-day editing session, one disastrous film showing, one moderately-successful film showing, a mediocre film program application, four final exams, a nearly impossible to complete term paper, stress, long conversations, missed friends, missed deadlines, disappointed family, an ill-conceived dive into the ocean and one weekend where I went completely insane.

Things should be getting better now. “Should”, in this case, is the key word.

Without direction, I tend to collapse fast. In less than three days since exams ended I have utterly destroyed my ability to react on a normal human level. I have a tendency to worry that is checked only by the responsibilities of everyday life; with those gone I’m essentially free (read: trapped) to delve deeply into my own psyche, drudging up all sorts of messes.

On the plus side, free time means I’ll be able to start updating the blog again.

On the downside, it may drive me completely off the wall.

Two weeks until summer classes, jobs, and real responsibilities start up again. Let’s see if I can make it.

Editor’s Note: I actually don’t remember the circumstances that led to this. Why was I up until 5am? What the hell happened? I was, in fact, able to cope later, or at least I’m pretty sure I was.


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